Miko of My Desire 13

Miko of My Desire

By: Aurora Collins

Disclaimers: I do not own Inuyasha or any of the characters associated with it. I'm only borrowing the characters to amuse myself and hopefully others. ^__^


Ch. 13 Worthless Belonging


"I sent Clay to get Kagome so that we can lure Sesshomaru out," Itsuko announced as she entered the domain of Naraku. "We should have heard back from him by now," Naraku said as he lounged on his cushions. He beckoned Itsuko to join him. Itsuko did as she was bade and went to her master. Itsuko seductively stretched out before him and said, "He will be along soon Naraku. He is a little slow at times but he has never disappointed me. He always does what I tell him to do. He is like my puppet." "He had better," Naraku said as he began to undress Itsuko so that they could have another sexual interlude. Her breasts were bare to him and he saw the scar that inflicted her chest where her heart was ripped out.

Itsuko blushed as he stared at her with his demonic red eyes. He always had that allure about that made her feel wet with need. He was abusive with her, but she liked to be dominated with passion. Naraku inspected her body and saw the bruises on her pale skin. He enjoyed marking her with his claws and hands. It made Naraku feel that he was in control. "Get your ass in the air," he commanded his bitch to do his bidding. Itsuko did as she was told and grabbed onto the pillows for the sexual abuse she would endure. Naraku undid his pants and he grabbed onto her hips with his hands gripping firmly at her skin.

Itsuko yelped at the pressure and in return he slapped her buttocks with a bruising vigor. She moaned at the slap and she was already turned on. Naraku easily slid into her and he pounded into her so roughly that Itsuko cried in ecstatic relief. Her face was shoved into the pillows as her moans of belated ecstasy reverberated throughout the room.



      It had seemed to be forever since Inuyasha caught a whiff of Kagome, but he would know her scent from anywhere. He followed the scent to a grove of trees where he saw an encampment. He automatically realized that it was a camp of slave traders and he would bet anything that they were the ones that caught Kagome. He would be sure to get his answers so that he can finally end this goose chase and get back to finding the jewel shards and defeating Naraku. Although this was an inconvenience, he was truly worried about Kagome; and when he found her he would never let her out of his sight.

Right when he infiltrated the camp there was an alarm that indicated the intruder. There were demons everywhere of every breed and Inuyasha was outnumbered. He pulled out his Tetsuiga and made his demands, "Alright you all better tell me where Kagome is!" That is when Inuyasha heard it, "Not that wench again!" "Who said that?" Inuyasha barked out. Rui stood out from the crowd, a fox demon with all the physical attributes that accompanied it. "You want Kagome right?" Rui asked. "If you know where she is then you better tell me or I'll kill you!" Inuyasha yelled out. Rui shook his head, "And why should I tell you? I mean who the hell do your think you are?" "I'm Inuyasha!" he answered.

Rui stopped short when he heard that name. He recalled it when he captured the wench. She yelled out for him to come and rescue her. He really did need to get out of the slavery business because he didn't know who else would want this woman. It was beginning to become too much. "So you're Inuyasha. You don't look too tough. What's your business with the wench?" Rui questioned further. Inuyasha growled, "She was part of my group and was taken by you. Now where is she? This is the last time I'm asking." Rui shrugged his shoulders, "I already sold her." "WHAT!? To who?" Inuyasha screamed as he began to walk up to Rui.

"I can't disclose that information. My buyers deserve their privacy," Rui explained as he saw the hanyou come at him. Inuyasha grabbed Rui by the shirt and he saw the others demons get ready to attack if Rui said so. Rui chuckled, "You really want this woman bad." "You're worse then Sesshomaru you know that you bastard?" Inuyasha said this as he now dangled Rui up in the air. "You know Sesshomaru?" Rui asked. "Wish I didn't. He's my half brother. What of it?" Inuyasha was now losing his patience. "Let me down and I'll tell you, and calm down you mutt," Rui said, baiting him. Inuyasha growled, "What was that?"

"I said let me down. This can go two ways. You can calm down and allow me to talk to you or you can hit me and my whole encampment will kill you. You're strong but not that strong; or am I wrong?" Rui explained as he saw the facial expression change on the hanyou. Inuyasha grunted as he dropped Rui none too gently, "Talk." "I sold her into a harem, Sesshomaru's harem. They were here not too long ago about some incident. If you really want to find her then take it up with him," Rui said. "Why tell me all this?" Inuyasha asked curiously. Rui smirked, "Don't get me wrong I have loyalties to Sesshomaru and if you try to hurt him then my band of demons will come after you. I'm only telling you because I don't want anymore problems about this wench. I'm tired of people coming to me about her and making my life a living hell."

Inuyasha scoffed, "Peh, well I can't promise anything." Inuyasha turned around like he was about to leave and Rui dropped his guard. That is when Inuyasha turned around and punched Rui in the face, sending the fox flying into the dirt. The cloud of dust encompassed Rui and he coughed up the dirt. Rui sat up and wiped the blood that came from his mouth, "What in the hell was that for?" "For taking Kagome. If it wasn't for you then none of this would be happening. You get what you deserve you prick. If I were you I would get out of the slavery business," Inuyasha said as he finally made a move to leave once more.

      Now that Inuyasha had the information he needed he could now go get Kagome and end this once and for all. Once the hanyou left Rui sat on the ground for a long while, holding his injured jaw. "She said the same thing," he whispered to himself. Rui now had enough motivation to quit the trade and he would that very day. He would go seek a job at the castle where Sesshomaru was, if the lord wasn't upset about him telling Inuyasha. Rui just couldn't take it anymore and he was tired of getting hit. Maybe this really was a sign to turn over a new leaf and become a better guy, settle down, and perhaps start a family. It was a thought.
      
      
      

Kagome finally did it, she confessed to him how she felt and the night he showed her how he felt about her. The only draw back was that he didn't tell her his own feelings. He made her confess, yet he had nothing to say. It confused her as to why it would be so hard for him to say it. At least she was able to get one thing out of the way, and that was telling him about her time traveling. After they made love; several times, she was able to talk with him about it. It surprised her when he didn't think that she was a loony. She recalled it vividly.

Kagome and Sesshomaru were lying in bed together, playing with each others hair. "Sesshomaru, I need to confess something else to you," Kagome said. "Inuyasha is gay," Sesshomaru countered. Kagome playfully slapped him, "Not true. But seriously I need to talk to you about something." He motioned for her to continue. "I know this will sound unbelievable, but I'm from the future," Kagome paused to see how he would react. Sesshomaru had a thoughtful expression for awhile before he said anything, "I suppose it is possible. How far into the future?" "About 500 years. Things are very different, so different that it would be hard to explain everything. Men and women are educated equally, there are buildings that reach into the sky, and we have transportation that is not run by a horse or magic; but by science. That is why when you saw me before I was in those weird clothes. That was my school uniform from my time," Kagome got excited just talking about it.

"That is why I got confused when you talked about a shrine by the well. It probably wasn't built until later. It is also the reason why you're so educated because that didn't make sense either," Sesshomaru mentioned. Kagome nodded, "You got it. In my time we had people who went to the moon, and there are these things called planes that travel in the air; another transportation thing." Kagome thought for a moment and continued, "There are advanced treatments in medicine, technology is even more advanced then your demon technology. I wish demons would share it with people because the world would probably get more advanced quicker if you did." "Nonsense. Demons pride themselves on their secrets. Maybe humans should get smarter," Sesshomaru scoffed. Kagome pursed her lips, "Well maybe they should build more schools and educate their children. I guess it will all happen in time."


"Do you plan on returning to your time?" Sesshomaru asked, hoping that she wouldn't. Kagome shrugged, "I might. It depends if there is something to keep me here. I would miss my mom, but I'm sure she would understand." Kagome gave him a look that told him that she meant him. Sesshomaru smiled and said, "Well I think there will be something that will be worth staying for. I mean what would you do with an elongated life?" "I have no idea but I will think on it," Kagome responded. After their conversation they went to bed and then she was up, recalling the night before.

Kagome always liked talking to Sesshomaru because although he made her mad sometimes, he always understood her. It was something she wasn't used to because she was used to being yelled at by Inuyasha. She enjoyed the company and she enjoyed him being near her. Ever since she let her walls down they have been getting closer. When she was talking about closer it also meant in a physical sense. It wasn't just the sex but it was also something deeper then that. It was like they were meant to be.

They were eating breakfast when Sesshomaru inquired, "Tell me more about this future Kagome." Sesshomaru was genuinely interested. Kagome thought for a minute while she was eating her rice, "Well there are several businesses and corporations that run a lot of Japan. I think that you could run one of those and become a plutocrat. I mean you already run part of Japan now, so would it be any different in the future?" "Very interesting idea," Sesshomaru said thoughtfully. "Also in the future all the countries trade with one another and the whole world is mapped. There is a lot to the world, and electronics also hold a big part in the industries," Kagome mentioned. "Electronics?" Sesshomaru sounded it out.

Kagome nodded, "Yeah they are gadgets that use electricity. Kind of like your demon lamps, but they run on science and technology instead. I don't think it is very power efficient. There are televisions that convey information fast from all parts of the world and telephones so that you can talk to someone on the other side of Japan instantly. Am I losing you?" "I think I got it. So you use these telephones to hold conversations with people from far away?" He asked. Kagome smiled, "Yeah, that's exactly right. Don't even get me started in the food. I remember when I first brought ramen to the past and Inuyasha flipped. He loved it so much and I would always bring some just for him. Ramen is a noodle soup dish that is made instantly. There are also candy bars that are made of chocolate."

"That really does sound interesting," Sesshomaru muttered because he didn't like talking about Inuyasha. Kagome noticed this and said, "I don't think Inuyasha would understand any of this, so I'm happy that you get it." This in turn made Sesshomaru smirk, "Well of course I understand it. I'm not dimwitted like that mutt." Kagome winced at that comment because she recalled whenever Kouga called Inuyasha that, and then there would be a fight. "I know that you still don't like Inuyasha, but don't you think you two could ever get along?" Kagome asked, hoping that Sesshomaru would relent. Sesshomaru shook his head, "I don't think that hanyou could ever get on my good side. Maybe one day, but not now."


      "Well I suppose that is the best answer I will get right now isn't it?" Kagome said. Sesshomaru grunted, "I think so. Today I need to make a round around the castle. You will be coming with me." "That's one way to change a subject," Kagome joked around. "But yes, I would love to make rounds with you. Not like you bothered to ask me anyway." "Sarcasm Kagome? I am demanding it for obvious reasons and I would hope you would not argue with me," Sesshomaru pointed out. Kagome huffed out, "I was only making a joke Sesshomaru. I know exactly why I have to go with you. I'm fine with it if it means I can spend more time with you. It's not like I despise your presence."

      Sesshomaru smiled, "Good. That's just what I wanted to hear. Are you ready to go?" Kagome finished the last bit of her rice and put the bowl down, "Yeah lets go." They began to walk and Kagome finally said, "So did you think about it?" Sesshomaru looked down to her as they walked, "Thought about what?" "I was being serious yesterday about the jewel shards. I want them back," Kagome insisted. Sesshomaru growled, "And I said no. I thought we finished this conversation yesterday." "Well we didn't. Just because I said I love you doesn't mean that I won't fight for what I want. I personally think that I need to keep a hold of it for several reasons," Kagome explained.

      "Enlighten me," Sesshomaru countered. Kagome sighed, "Well I keep it purified for one. I'm sure it is tainted right now because it does that naturally. The jewel is my responsibility because I was the one that shattered it. Also it belongs to me and everyone is getting hurt because of me being here, and you holding onto it. All of these are just reasons." "You still want to leave?" Sesshomaru asked. "I don't want to leave but I think I will have to for awhile until the jewel is complete and Naraku is defeated."

      "Out of the question. I can't allow you to go with that mutt Inuyasha and go all over Japan while I worry over you like that," Sesshomaru said to her directly. Kagome wanted to scream, "Then come travel with us. Everyone wants revenge on Naraku so you can come with us to make sure that happens, and to keep an eye on me." "Also out of the question. I already have a plan Kagome. Just let me do what I have to do and don't worry about it. I think that this conversation needs to end now before I get upset," he said this with a bite. They were in the foyer at the front of the palace at this point. She looked outside for a moment and saw that there were clouds rolling in. It looked like it was about to rain at any second; the thunder claps being heard. Kagome stopped and that in turn made the lord stop.

      "I don't want this conversation over with Sesshomaru. It will end when I say it ends," Kagome demanded. Sesshomaru glared down at her, "You dare to tell this Sesshomaru what to do?" Kagome nodded, "Damned straight I do." "Is this about the shard or feelings again?" Sesshomaru asked. "Yes…no…. maybe…. I don't know!" Kagome nearly screamed out. "Is that why you want to leave? Is it so that you can get away from me?" Sesshomaru asked. "I want to be around you Sesshomaru, but it is so hard to be with someone when the feelings are only one sided. I'm not afraid to leave when I can't get a little something back. I just want to be loved, to feel wanted for once," Kagome explained.

      
      Sesshomaru sighed, "You are wanted." "I just want you to love me! Why haven't you said anything to me?" Sesshomaru raked his fingers through his hair. "You show me love just fine, but I only want three little words and I want you to mean it. But don't you dare say them if you don't mean it," Kagome said, straining to look up at him. "I have never known emotions before Kagome. I don't know how to act or react properly. I am just leaning these things like caring about someone, and loving someone. I haven't said anything because I haven't known if what I was feeling was love," he said this as he stepped closer to Kagome. Kagome gulped down, wandering if he would continue.

      She heard the clap of thunder once more and a flash of lightening that sent the rain down in bounding sheets. She heard it hit the window panes with a luster of water. "I've had feelings for you awhile that I thought were lust and I was mistaken. I think that I've had these feelings longer then you've had them for me, but I was too ignorant to know the signs. I know one thing is that I don't want to be in this world without you; so don't you dare leave me," Sesshomaru listed these out with the last one being a demand. Her blue eyes gazed up at him and her heart was hammering inside her chest. Sesshomaru could hear it and he felt his own heart race as well.
      
      
      
      "Kagome… I love you…."
      
      
      
Kagome thought that she would pass out from this once in a lifetime confession, but Sesshomaru was there to hold her up. "Finish the bonding with me tonight Kagome. Become my mate," Sesshomaru said this as he bent down to kiss her. "Yes, I will Sesshomaru," she responded, and then their lips met in the most wonderful kiss of her life. She knew that Sesshomaru meant it because he wanted to finish the bonding with her, and he would never throw those words around so lightly. This had to be the best moment of her life; that is, until the doors to the castle tore open. The wind banged the doors against the walls and the rain splattered onto the marble floors. Kagome felt the rain drops on her skin and the chill in the air.

That is when they saw a shadow in the doorway, drenched in the cold water that came from the heavens. Kagome couldn't tell who it was until the lightening struck and brought light to the gloomy shadows of the dark. "Inuyasha?" Kagome whispered.